dumbfounded, adj.

There will be times where I will be struck with the feelings that we are together. That someone so stubborn, so emotionally unstable, so unpredictable like me could find someone like you; someone so honest, so full with patience and faith.

Looking back to our very first date,
four years ago - of course my best friend was there (in case awkwardness consume us).
I wouldn't believe it had happened, that I actually let you in to my life; that I actually let myself to fall again and have faith again in love.

And I am overwhelmed till now, how those contrary personalities between us are actually the connection between you and me, and us to love.

-inspired by 'The Lover's Dictionary'

Love

You stretch,
Your eyes closed shut,
Your breathing, deep,
Consistent with sleep,
And then you smile.

"I love you baby" I whispered.

And you replied,


"Shhh!"


Lol. This is one simple and funny poetry.
And it brings out thousand memories. :)

Excerpt - Brick by Brick by Jasmin Hassan.

Mask.

You are such a fake with attitudes.
First, you talked about others' happiness and others' flaws.
and you will keep on bragging about it as if it was a big issue in the whole wide world.
Then, with a blink of an eye; you follow their footprints.
Just like that.

We shall now foresee what will happen.
Hope everything is well; well.

Stop loving you

but i will stop loving when you stop listening.

"A relationship with no communication is no relationship at all"

At some point of time,

I wish my mind is readable,

I wish my brain was invisible,

'Coz sometimes I just couldn't express my feelings inside.

Mostly, I do lot of thinking,

even though I know it is wasting, 

I just couldn't help it, 

but to just continue with it.

During the dark hours,

lamunan di lewat hari

Kosong, aku termenung,
Menembusi cahaya kuning lampu,
Yang menyinari kegelapan kamar kecilku.

Kosong, fikiran mindaku,
Jiwa celaru,
Hati tidak menentu.

Tanpa sebab, tanpa arah.
Aku terhenti, terpaku.

Diam.

Bisu

Sometimes, it is much better to leave every words unsaid;
A secret within yourself and only God knows how it truly felt.

Because...

Dikala mulut berbicara,
Akan ada hati yang terluka.
Dikala mulut bersuara,
Akan ada kata kata kesat mengata.

Maka..

It's better to just let your mind do the thinking,
and your long fingers do the writing.

semua orang akan happy!

Ignorant is bliss?

it is such a disappointment when the one you have trusted the most failed to support and handle you at your worst. Almost every single time where you have lost the button to handle me; you chose to ignore or attack me with your words. How could it possibly help me? I was already on fire and you however; contribute to make the fire grow bigger.

And the worst part; you've raised your voice. That; I can't tolerate.

"Why do we go on being in love with someone who makes us suffer? And why do we fall out of love with someone who cares about us?" 

- some quote that makes me think for a moment.