A good reason.

"Find a reason that is not temporary, 
such that it doesn’t fade away with the passage of time.
Find a reason that is worth living the rest of your life for. 
Better yet, 
find a reason that has a longer life than you. 
Find a reason that you can take to the grave and beyond. 

That, would be a good reason."

So I came across with this blog that has always been on my reading pane task bar; which automatically kicks up my inner voice upon reading.

It has always been a question towards everything and I really hope my reason is the answer to those doubts. Yes, we may have doubts and self-cautions. It has been a long term relationship and I hope settling down with him is a good path for our future. Somehow, it always occurs in my head. Why have we decided to do this? What motivated us? Was it me? Was it you? or simply it's because of us? THIS; will be another biggest step in my stages of life and that will be for another 24 more days. 

I pray in my prayers that this is the right path, that he is my man and we can do this; together side by side. InsyaAllah. I will have my reason and I will hopefully stick to that every time i tend to sway away. InsyaAllah. InsyaAllah. 

Pray for us too okay?

expectation kills your soul

sometimes people that you try hard to keep, doesn't bother losing you.
because for you, their existence and happiness are the priority,
but for them, you are non other like other people.

sometimes people that you expect to be there when you needed them, are the one that always be busy with their life.
because for you, to share with them is the priority,
but for them, you are just an excess in life.

sometimes people that you love does not love you back,
because for you, their love completes you,
but for them, you just a negative feelings.

sometimes people that you cherish most of your time doesn't give their time,
because for you, making them happy is the most happiest moment,
but for them, they are too busy and caught up with their schedules.

and it is okay.
things always happen for a reason.

but sometimes it is a need to know that at least,
we are important in someone else life.

so honey,
expectation does kill you soul.
stop and just focus with your life.

let's count together

Too full to eat anything.

Too sleepy to be wide awake.

Too quiet to let the mind have its own thoughts.

and too free to do anything.

it is officially 32 more days to the day i've been counting for ever since i know what love is.

goosebumps everywhere but i know i can't wait for the game to be over.

scared at the same time, but i know i'll have him to motivates me in anything.

so, why not? let's do this and take another stage further.

let's count together with me okay?

at least i know someone is actually excited about it; too.