motivation.

silence.

who can endure if you walk into a big space of room that full with awkward silence and negative vibes?

it has been almost three months since we received the order to transfer our stuff to this brand new level. i was a bit of excited because it is a new level with new furnitures and new people (which i thought will bring joy to my life) but i was wrong. every single person in this department really shut themselves in a hole when no one could venture; especially those new ones. 

My department? i find it bores me day by day. i really hope there will be new people, a joyable one that could help me bring the excitement of working in this room. EVERY MORNING, i feel like i'm walking through a very strict library where talking loudly is prohibited, WAIT, even whispering is not encouraging. Tell me, who can really stand with all these intolerable attitudes? and when you are trying to make conversation, it will just die at the end of the questions, there is no continuation. oh dear, i could really die in this room.

Imagine you are in a room that lack of air to breathe. YES. that is exactly how i feel. 

so tell me, 

how can i be motivated to go to work every morning?