A cup of love.

“Coffee, whether good or bad, has a way of creating relationships” – Cheryl Dudley.

A cup of love. Hot and cold; depends on each other preferences.

So, last night, these three young ladies decided to get together and catch up with each other forgotten lives.

At that random nights, we went down the memory lanes and it has been exactly 10 years ago that we have graduated from high school and who would have thought that we could actually sit down on a round table over coffee and chips to randomly discussed about the uncertainty of the future?

So the future beholds so many surprises in life.

Future, so full of temptations and yet so full of the biggest uncertainty of all. Every steps you take, every roads you go through will automatically create your future. Hence, you need to be careful and totally be responsible of whatever decisions that you made. 

and who would have thought i will eventually settle down with the man i am with now. it has been six (6) years and insyaAllah soon, we will eventually settle down for good. insyaAllah. I am too scared to think of the future and to think what i am capable of doing in just saying out loud of my inner thoughts. and it is right when people said that; towards the end of settling down, there will be ups and downs that He will be testing us. It has been happening now and then. and I have been like a time bomb whenever i am with him. 

One thing for sure.

I need to be calm; as calm as I can be when I am around him.

I need to be sincere; as sincere as anyone could when I am around him.

I need to accept his flaws, in whatever flaws he can be in.

and in doing all those above, 

I need to be an angel.

Which is the hardest thing I could ever be.

Oh, Allah.

Help me with this.

*another 23 days to the beginning of reality.